I believe it has to do with unreasoning paranoia and control.
Sort of like a dog who is vicious because he is afraid - pre-emptive fear biting.
I don't get the mole bit. Estban de Aztlan has been there forever needling members without crossing the line. I don't believe he would be privy to anymore information than anyone else on what is essentially a public forum.
When I was banned under another name I had stated that it seemed that there was a lot of email and other communication which was conducted outside of the board. I think that raised more paranoia than was already present concerning myself. I was called a mole, trouble maker, accused of being several of the already banned, an infiltrator, etc.
When I came back under Ilbegone, Chelene praised me on one of my posts, said that I was an "American who got it". Then when she figured out who I was, she indirectly referred to me in a post and stated that "We ignore troublemakers". I didn't get many replies to my posts from the insiders after that.
If she was so afraid of moles and infiltratators that she put so much pressure on the Ayatollah to ban me, why didn't she just ban me again rather than ignore me, something she had done all along on the previous name?
Was I supposed to be so distraught or offended that I wouldn't come back to the board? Was I supposed to be taught a lesson as a "trouble maker" by being shunned by "the elite"? Why wasn't I banned again? Is it too much trouble to ban repeat "offenders" who don't play the game? The spanking didn't "teach the lesson?"
I believe it has to do with control, fear, and megalomania.
Sort of like a dog who is vicious because he is afraid - pre-emptive fear biting.
I don't get the mole bit. Estban de Aztlan has been there forever needling members without crossing the line. I don't believe he would be privy to anymore information than anyone else on what is essentially a public forum.
When I was banned under another name I had stated that it seemed that there was a lot of email and other communication which was conducted outside of the board. I think that raised more paranoia than was already present concerning myself. I was called a mole, trouble maker, accused of being several of the already banned, an infiltrator, etc.
When I came back under Ilbegone, Chelene praised me on one of my posts, said that I was an "American who got it". Then when she figured out who I was, she indirectly referred to me in a post and stated that "We ignore troublemakers". I didn't get many replies to my posts from the insiders after that.
If she was so afraid of moles and infiltratators that she put so much pressure on the Ayatollah to ban me, why didn't she just ban me again rather than ignore me, something she had done all along on the previous name?
Was I supposed to be so distraught or offended that I wouldn't come back to the board? Was I supposed to be taught a lesson as a "trouble maker" by being shunned by "the elite"? Why wasn't I banned again? Is it too much trouble to ban repeat "offenders" who don't play the game? The spanking didn't "teach the lesson?"
I believe it has to do with control, fear, and megalomania.
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